long time i havent come here
Mood:  a-ok
Now Playing: the novela ''america'' on globo
Topic: lets about whats going on
alright so at the moment im at keli and franci`s house. keli isnt here at the moment, she left with my brother and nathali to go to brockton so they can get ready for church. they were suposed to be here about an hour ago, but for those who know my brother.. know how he is lol! well so lets talk about whats going on with my life right now. lets start with school. im actually getting real good grades this year, im surprised by myself. friends in school suck, they are just there for time to pass by but they truly dont mean much to me! ive been noticing that school, especially school has been turning its back on God. it scares me sometimes but i guess the end of the world IS coming soon. i hope i can get married first lol, i wanna live life! so anyways, lets talk about church. its going actually, but my father is no longer the main pastor.. as a mater of fact he just couldnt handle it so now Joe has taken over. its because my dad has been working so much so he doesnt have time to take care of a church all by himself. Joe is doing a good job, the church is slowly getting to be the IT place. its not there yet but its coming lol! friends? yeah i have a lot of kool friends. i actually met some real nice people! love? its coming, i like this guy named ____ hehe.. i think everyone already knows all about him. HE IS THE SWEETEST thing. everything i need and want from a guy. OH LORD PLEASE LET EVERYTHING WORK OUT WITH HIM. i dont wanna be in heart ache anymore. so i guess everything is going pretty awesome this year for me. hmmm i cant stop thinking about him. i hope i see him tonight. well i gotta go.. keli and israel and nathali are almost here! we`re ganna go to church YAY.. see yah.. wonder when the next time will be when i write here lol! MUAHZZZZZZZ

a few midnight conversations
Mood:  caffeinated
Now Playing: nathali [on her webcam ]
Topic: cant seem to get sleep
yeah i gotta get some serious sleep. its like 1:40 right now and i gotta wake up at 8 to leave with Nathali and her aunt to go the lake at blue hills. it better be worth it! so today? how did today go? well the day was pretty boring but by night for some crazy reason I decided to IM Marlon on aim. an instant message led to him asking me to talk on the phone. so I call and there I am talking to that complete jerk. Why did I think that he would change? hes still the same, and he still definatly doesnt deserve me. he wants me to call him tomorrow, yeah right likes thats ever ganna happen. I got way better things to do. I cant believe I almost fell in love with that guy. hes such a loser. but anyways, enough about that idiot! so me and nathali are both on our cameras. wow, shes so funny. we keep doing like funny faces to each other, its hilarious! man, I hope Josh sends me an email. I gotta go now though because even though I am not at all sleepy, I need to get to bed because Im wakin up early. so good night world! sleep tight and dont let the bed bugs bite...

summer vacation is awesome
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: dry your eyes [ the streets ]
Topic: secrets
so does anybody actually read this thing? I didnt think so! today was a whole lot of fun. woke up wicked early just to... well the following words can not be mentioned in public. so lets just leave it at that. nathali and eddy know what im talkin about. guys, we should totally do that again! this time, less fighting please =) okay? oh and what was kool was that when I got back home, my mom actually let me go to the YMCA, which is surprising because she hardly even lets me set foot out the house besides going to school! this means that things are lookin up and that shes actually grown to trust eddy. woooohooo, do you know what this means? FREEDOM! Nathali, can you believe? lol! awww man, so I completely stood up Kevin. he thought I was suposively coming over last friday and I ended up not evening answering his calls. poor guy! but, what can I say? Im just not that kinda girl! so tomorrow im goin to the Y again, Im ganna get the memberhip card and everything. Nathali and I only wanna go there for the pool. I love water =) summer vacation is really comin out to be perfect! if only the sun wasnt ruined today, oh well.. we still had an awesome day! shouts to Nathali and Eddy. the two people who I look up to the most! I love you guys...

three more days of school
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: im not okay [ my chemical romance ]
Topic: kevin likes me?
YES!! only three more days of school. I am so excitied about summer vacation and how much fun me and Nathali will be having together! we soooo have to chill with Mike and Kevin this summer! I cant believe that Kevin likes me? today at lunch, Mike told me all about it. I wonder if he was bullshittin me? he better not be, bcuz I like Kevin and this better not be a joke. I kinda knew that Kevin liked me though. It is pretty obvious with the way he is with me, but for some reason Im jus in denile! I guess Im just surprised that its... Kevin! I would have never pictured me liking him before. Not that hes a bad person or anything, its just that you know, its KEVIN!! Mikey also told me that Kevin was pretty pissed because I didnt go over their house yesterday. hehe, opps! hang in there Kevie and Mikey, Nathali and I will come over on friday =) huahuahuahua!! man, school is so damn boring now! all we do is watch movies or randomly work on stupid little worksheets just to keep us busy. but the good thing is that grades closed today, thank goodness! Im still pretty pissed off though, because today in english class our teacher passed out a book to each student. whats up with that? SUMMER READING!! yeah so not only am I not going to have time for anything over the summer, but I have to squeeze in some time for a damn BOOK! oh, and a project that comes along with it. do teachers seriously think we have no lives or something? cuz come on! summer is for having fun, not staying stuck in the house reading a damn book! But oh well, I'll just end up copying and pasteing things from the internet onto the project. everyone knows that they'll end up doing something like that. besides, I'll end up forgettin about the book and doin it at the last second. what sucks even more is that if you dont do the project, you fail first term of english next year. and you cant possibly bring that grade up. although I hate school, I am soooo excitied about sophmore year! I go into my first pick shop... advertising and design. BIG BONUS, Nathali got in with me! Its ganna rock! I can see it all now. Nathali and Mayra havin the time of our lives! hopefully there wont be any haters in our academic classes. YAY!! im so happy... well im ganna go now so... bye bye everyone!

survey
Mood:  quizzical
Now Playing: mr bright side [ the killers ]
- - > ABOUT MYSELF < - -
Name: Mayra
Birthday: April 16, 1990
Birthplace: Criciuma, Santa Catarina, Brazil
Current Location: Brockton, Ma
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Dark Brown
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: Brazilian and very little German
The Shoes You Wore Today: All Black Forces
Your Weakness: Juicy Lips
Your Fears: Gettin Raped
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Get A Tan
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: Lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: I dont wanna go to school
Your Best Physical Feature: Hair, Body Curves, Ass
Your Bedtime: Dont Have One
Your Most Missed Memory: Brazil
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Both
Single or Group Dates: Both
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee
Do you Smoke: NOPE!!
Do you Swear: Sadly... yes
Do you Sing: All the time baby
Do you Shower Daily: I havent for a week... J/K of course I DO!!
Have you Been in Love: Dont know what love is yet
Do you want to go to College: YUP
Do you want to get Married: Its my dream
Do you belive in yourself: sure why not
Do you get Motion Sickness: in the car
Do you think you are Attractive: only when people gas my head up
Are you a Health Freak: not at all
Do you get along with your Parents: sometimes
Do you like Thunderstorms: not if I die in one
Do you play an Instrument: piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: nope
In the past month have you Smoked: nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: nope
In the past month have you gone on a Date: nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: oh yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: yup
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: every sunday
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: that was the month before the last
Ever been Drunk: nope
Ever been called a Tease: should I count them?
Ever been Beaten up: thank goodness no
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
How do you want to Die: like an old lady in a warm bed with my husband next to me [the notebook]
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: singer, writer
What place would you most like to Visit: Hawaii and Italy and France
Number of Drugs I have taken: 0
Number of CDs I own: I dont even know
Number of Piercings: 2
Number of Tattoos: 0
- - > IN A BOY < - -
Favorite Eye Color: blue or hazel
Favorite Hair Color: light brown or dark
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: taller than me
Weight: better have some muscles
Best Clothing Style: they just have to look good to me
- - > THINGS I REGRET IN THE PAST < - -
I'll be here all night if I start but lets just say I learned my lessons...

father's day
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: kiss me [ mariah carey and jadakiss ]
Topic: can't wait for the bbq
hey guys, I just woke up and Im wicked hungry. I cant believe I had to retype this whole post again because stupid me signed off and now I just came back on. wow, Im an idiot. so today is father's day and we're all having a BBQ at my house. we all know that brazilian BBQ's are the best. no one can complain about that one. madd people are coming over today, I cant wait until it all starts. my mom and I went shoppin yesterday and bought my dad a father's day gift. we bought him a cd player and he still doesnt really know how to work it. it was so funny, he looks hilarious with the headphones on. but hey, you gotta keep your parents lined up with the new things comin out, right? the thing I love about goin shoppin with my mom is that she has the money and I have the eyes. so you know I obviously got something out of all that shopping! yeah, yeah I know I need to get myself a job! but Im 15 and you have to be 16 to work. what a load of crap, huh? I already went downstairs and no one's here yet but Im sure that in a few more minutes this house will be packed. you know us brazilians, we always get there late. so Im really hungry but way too lazy to change clothes and do my hair just so I can get some food. yeah, this is my house but you know, its way too embarassing going downstairs lookin like a zoombie in pajamas!! although, I think I should go now because the smell of BBQ is now leading all the way up to my room, which is kinda weird because the BBQ is outside and my room is on the third floor. maybe thats a sign that I must leave now. awww man, I gotta put on my contacts. why can't I just have 20/20 vision like all the normal people? hahaha, buh bye guys and happy father's day. daddy, you know we all love and care for you. may God bless you on this father's day and on this BBQ!! come on guys, go show some love to your daddys...

really tired...
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: collide [ howie day ]
Topic: what should i say?
man, I forgot all about this blog... hmmm I don't even know what to say. Well, you guys already went through my website so you should know plenty about me. Lemme just tell you a little bit about whats going on with me. I hate school. Everyone there should just die because they have no lives! It seems like their world revolves around trying to make my life miserable, which I find pretty amusing. It's about 2:12 in the morning and I just don't wanna go to sleep so I came to write here since I had forgotten all about it. I remember I made this blog a long time ago but just never came around to typing anything in it! So my best friend Nathali might be moving to Florida. Boy, am I ever bummed out about that. She's like my life, if she moves... I'm better off dead. I really hope she doesn't move, if she does then I just don't know how I'm going to survive Brockton by myself. I think I have a crush on Kevin? Wow, I thought I would never hear myself saying something like that. Well, I just chilled with the kid Friday and hmmmm, could there possibly be chemistry? I think so. I can't wait until the last day of school. I ain't crying over nobody's goodbye because I know everyone at that school is fake anyway. I'm ganna run out of the school cheering with Nathali once I leave! I couldn't be anymore happier when all of this school year is over for sure. I hope sophomore year is better than freshmen! And I better get into the classes I want next year. I better get into Advertising and Design or I'll just cry! I hope Nathali and I are able to chill with Kevin and Mike again this week... well, since my eyes cant bare to stay open for another second, I think I should go now. Before I go, I just wanna thank Josh for every time that he's been there for me. And Nathali... you know I love you and even though miles may keep us apart. Nothing can actually split us up from each other. So don't worry because we will ALWAYS be friends!